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(Sunday, June 08, 2008-)
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# Open.-
I played a game for Calvin's church soccer team today. It was a bitter loss I still find hard to swallow. Granted, our opponents were much more experienced and bigger sized than us. And yes, they really made a fool of our defenders. I am very proud of them though, because we covered every blade of grass on the pitch today. ALL of us. I really felt heartbroken seeing their disappointed faces. I've been with them through victories and fair losses, but never one of this magnitude. It was just a measly 4-1 defeat, but it was the manner we conceded the goals. Absolutely appalling. We couldn't muster a proper shot at goal through open play. Our goal was earned through a legit penalty. I can't stand it when people I know and enjoy talking and playing with hang their heads in shame and disappointment. It suddenly made me open my eyes to the limits I can do, and how to achieve them. Now I wanna know. How do I extend those limits.
I think I might actually lose sleep over this.
To make matters worst, baby and shiying came down to watch today. Darren played a huge role in holding the midfield for us. But I think a 4-1 loss in that manner is simply.. unacceptable.
Big things have happened over the week in the group. Another wedge has been driven down. I'm really beginning to get pissed over how small little matters can affect people, how attitudes can drive other people. Why can't people just think about one another and be concerned for one another. Is it hard to show concern to your friend, let alone your partner? why subject your friend to your whims and fancies just because it CAN be done? I don't think things can be the same again. Lies, lies and nothing but lies. Fuck.
I still can't find the reason.
What is my reason?
Why?
I have a lot of answers to look for this year.
the story ends like this;
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