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(Sunday, May 29, 2005-)
+11:42:00 PM]*
# Gen Y/ P42-
Yeah hehe today my article came out in the newspaper. my glorious picture was there for the whole entire nation to sing. and it kinda sucked. Cecilia told me I looked retarded. Which I do by the way. Oh well... at least I got my 10 secs of fame...
My new band and I are writing a new song based on our all-time fave food: Yong Tau Foo. Previews next month.
and finally. AYMT. Sleep so early. Miss your voice. =(
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(Thursday, May 26, 2005-)
+1:03:00 PM]*
# Precious.-
not really an exciting week... very boring ah. started school already. but I dun feel like going for the first week. already pon 2 days. today included. I feel like such a bad boy. This friday is Hazel's chalet! and I think I'm staying over... provided Ryan stays too. Huiting, go on Friday leh! den we all can thon and suan Ryan together. muahahahahah. Yesterday my pool form came back for a few moments. den disappeared. because I hit the black ball in for Dickson to win. dammit.
Peiyu get some rest k?
This is the most warped entry ever.
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(Sunday, May 22, 2005-)
+12:16:00 PM]*
# Para Sunday Times.-
Quite an interesting day yesterday. there was this whole bunch of us over at Cine, consisting of: Me, Peiyu, Lincoln (Cine Legend 1), Norman, Wen Yao (Cine Legend 2), Wei Zhong, Theophilus (ET Legend), Dickson, Felicia, Ryan, Karen and Dennis. Yeah hehe. All of us there wore black tops except Wei Zhong and Theo, partly because I forgot to tell them! So sorry!
Anyway we were there because of a photoshoot for Sunday Times. Yeah. Incredible right? They were doing a feature for their Gen Y section, about how the fad of Para Para is dying out. So me, Dickson, Wen Yao, Theo and Ryan were happily dancing away and the photographer was happily snapping away. Haha! That's the first time I've ever felt so much pressure playing a game! anyway it was short and sweet. Den me and Dickson played DDR. Pattern come out here and there. haha. long time never play le.
Right now I'm still at home. Having a family gathering together with my relatives later on. Busy day!
Tommorrow the usual people going to Sentosa!! I haven made the proper plans yet. But probably later. Ryan confirm can't go. High fever. poor bugger.
Hai.
I tried to go on like I never knew you,
I'm awake but my world is half asleep,
I pray for this heart to be unbroken,
but without you all I'm going to be is..
incomplete.
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(Wednesday, May 18, 2005-)
+11:49:00 AM]*
# .-
Yeah I'm back. Due to my busy schedule I couldn't update anything at all. But here's what I've found out over the past 2 weeks:
*Attachment is gonna end soon!! And I haven finish any report at all. Damn. Looks like its gonna be a busy weekend for me.
*Serangoon is near Sentosa. (Theophilus)
*There is such a thing as braised egg brand of detergent. (Theophilus... again)
*Machine is also pronounced as "Mac-Hine". (Ryan)
Yeah... so boring.
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(Thursday, May 05, 2005-)
+9:22:00 PM]*
# The Legend of the EO.-
Hey Ming reminded me of this in the tagboard! haha! how long ago was this??!? lemme recall slowly. it was like we were all one whole big family at the ginza arcade. and we were Para siao so we wanted to form a "clan", den we called ourselves Eternal-Orions, hence EO. we even had our own channel! (which has long been deleted/closed/destroyed/burnt/whadeva). anyway we wanted to sound corny and cool, so we gave ourselves names! Here are the people that consisted of EO... we used KOF character names at the back!
I was EO-Kyo
Norman was EO-Iori (and ironically we are best friends)
Ryan was EO-K
Peiyu was EO-Whip (coz we used to think she had Whip's kinda looks, figure, fierceness...)
Joanna was EO-Mai (do I need to say more?)
Edmund was EO-Kim (coz of his hair, but also known as EO-Bai)
Geswin was EO-Lin (dun ask me why)
Huiting was EO-Blue Mary (coz she's cute!)
Xueli was EO-??? ( I seriously forgot)
Ming Shi was EO-Choi? (another one I forgot)
and now here's the update on wad has happened to us 3 years on:
EO-Kyo is now undergoing training to become a Jeebai Knight, a branch of the Jedi Knights. Watch out for his movie in 2010 called Star Wars Episode 7: The Knight of Jao Jeebai.
EO-Iori has gone on with EO-Kyo to train as a Sith Lord, known as Darth SBJ, or Darth Standing Broad Jump. His powers? able to travel to different planets by just jumping.
EO-K has undergone a sex-change operation and now goes by the name EO-Kelly.
EO-Whip is now settled down with many things to look forward to in life.
EO-Mai is getting married. Soon. and she'll be known as EO-Tomato. It rhymes too.
EO-Kim has started a career as caretaker of dogs. He totally changed his name to "The Dog Whisperer"
EO-Lin is now a workaholic.
EO-Blue-Mary is now a scientist researching a way to rid the world of cockroaches.
Apparently, I had a thought... wad if this group of people became a member of EO at that time:
Ah Huat -> EO-Beng
Jiovane -> EO-"I like her because of her childish behaviour"
Cheryl -> EO-Cherly
Cecilia -> EO-Careless
Yeah hehe... you guys can tell I'm actually quite bored. Which I am. Anyway. Blog again tommorrow!
I shouldn't have opened that link! Its like stabbing myself in the heart. But its a habit! I can't help it...
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(Tuesday, May 03, 2005-)
+8:10:00 PM]*
# What is love?-
Here I am, just logged on, went to Friendster and saw a Discussion Board topic asking "What is Love?" Well, short of laughing out loud, I decided to come up with my own theory. Norman should be familliar with the basis of Fadzli's Infamous Theory a.k.a Fadzli's Theorem:
"If the question never states to put the correct answer, then you can write down any answer your heart desires i.e 1 + 1 = 453423432345. Theoretically, it is correct. In practice, I might get skinned by a kindergarten maths teacher."
Yeah so here I go. Trying to tackle Love. Seriously of course.
Love is a type of feeling you get when you get all manners of thoughts and feelings by just looking at that special something. In this case, looking at an attractive male or female, a cute cuddly baby, a bedsheet or even a camera. However today I will discuss about love between 2 people of the opposite sex.
When you first laid eyes on somebody, the first thing that goes to everybody's mind is how attractive the person is. Usually when this happens, a chemical inside the brain is released that initiates waves of pleasure and well-being, at the same time nervousness and stuttering (if the person is attractive. Other than that, it will release adrenaline that will enable you to run faster than Superman). I mean like, unless you're a very very confident person, you're bound to show these symptoms. These feelings are pretty much normal (unless you're Jiao).
Take for example, when I first laid eyes on *blank* my mind totally went blank. Case closed. Anyway, when it comes to love a different type of chemical is released. According to a book I read, this particular chemical is addictive. Once your exposed to these chemicals, any moment spent apart between you and your loved one will result in withdrawal symptoms, such as missing the person and thoughts of dying. The latter is especially strong if the rush of the addictive chemical was ended prematurely i.e break up. This is the reason why some people tend to commit suicide or other dumbfark stuff, just to relieve themselves of the addiction. However in some people, things happen in a relationship that slows down the production on these addictive chemicals, thus making the withdrawal symptoms lighter i.e expecting a break-up to happen due to unforeseen circumstances.
It is also due to these reasons, some people can actually feel better about themselves. For example, singers like Mcfly and Mario write songs about the love, which they can express because they know how love feels. Some people actually feel good when they're in love, and these are the people that are envied the most i.e Me & Fiona Xie or Me & Jeanette Aw. Yes yes actually this was written and researched while in a dream, but let's get back to the topic okay?
Back to the feelings felt while in love.
One of the more mysterious feelings felt in love is how one can feel happy yet sad at the same time, and still feel good about it. Take for example, if your loved one happens to find someone else, you will feel happy for the person, yet absolutely devastated because you were not the one who would be able to give the happiness he/she deserves. Yet you have to accept it. and act like you can accept it. The latter is the hardest part of course. But unless you've had lots of practice (like me) you'll be able to carry it out better than William Hung can act. This particular feeling can be summed up in a quote from the movie Bruce Almighty:
"I want her to be happy, no matter what that means. I want her to find someone who will treat her with all the love she deserved from me. I want her to meet someone who will see her always as I do now..."
Sweet isn't it?
Another one of love's mysteries is how you're willing to sacrifice yourself for your loved one. I remember being asked this question by a best friend of mine:
"If me, yourself and *blank* were caught in a burning plane about to crash with only 2 parachutes, what would you do?"
I replied:
"I'd fix the parachutes on the both of you, push you both out of the plane and wait for the plane to crash."
That might sound noble and all, but that is seriously what I would do. I can't bear to lose my best friend while I'm alive, and the thought of *blank* going before I do is just simply unthinkable. At that moment it may seem the right thing to do, but I do know when the plane is about to crash I would be happy knowing that the 2 most important people in my life would be able to carry on longer.
Okay, so this does not really answer the question "What is love?". But with reference to the abovementioned points, here's my answer:
"Love is simply the undying feeling of attraction, devotion and most important of all, self-sacrifice to another person. Love blurs the line between right and wrong, sanity and insanity, race, language and religion. I believe that a feeling to be felt to attain nirvana is to feel love, and to be loved."
Sadly, not everyone can go through it. Some have found it and let go. Some have found it, but threw it away. Some have found it and never reciprocated.
I hope all of you who had the opportunity to read this reflect on your love life! Love is a magical miracle that no one can predict. It can't be seen but can be felt. It can't be spoken but can be expressed. It can hurt, yet it can heal. Think about it.
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(Monday, May 02, 2005-)
+9:37:00 PM]*
# Para Para-
Here comes the end of long 3 day weekend. Its been soOoOoOo much fun being bored and going out to do nothing but take up oxygen and chilling. So let me reflect on wad I did during my 3 "absolutely fantastic" 3 day weekend.
Saturday:
Went out with Obi-Wan and Alif. Wan wanted to get a watch for himself and his dearest, and since me and Alif were available we juz tagged along. He bought a nice big banded watch, and for his dearest an almost similar design. veri tastefully chosen. den we walked around Far East a while den headed towards Lucky Plaza for pool. Everything was going well for me until I received a phone call and I heard a familliar voice sounding veri veri veri veri weak. That totally broke my concentration. I got so worried I didn't have the mood to play anymore. We closed table den Alif went off to Cine while me and Wan went to eat dinner. After dinner we went to PS coz I wanted to drum (I've been carrying my drumsticks wherever I go nowadays...), and den we sat outside 7-11. Today also I tried something which I thought I never would. The taste was utterly disgusting. Wonder how you people can stand the taste anyway. -__-" Wan also told me a few things which set my mind thinking... Hai. Maybe not for now? I don't have the heart to do it.
Sunday:
Today met Ryan at Clementi and played arcade till about 3+, den at 4 we met Obi-Wan at Wisma. Haha... more importantly, b4 dat I brought Ryan to Kalm's because he wanted to get a wedding present. and I purposely chose Kalm's because I have a friend working there. A very very attractive friend. Once he laid eyes on her he was like totally begging me for her number. of course I refused! Go get a gal urself! Haha... anyway den we walked around Taka and headed down to Cine... there we met Lincoln and Wei Yong. Both Paralists... er... with very.... uncommon dancing styles. Yeah I think thats the word for it. Anyway, its just that whenever they dance there will be a big crowd gathered behind them. After Wan left me and Ryan juz Para"ed" the whole night... and while resting I got jolted by someone behind me. When I turned, lo and behold, Peiyu was standing there smiling. Cheryl was behind her. Apparently they were watching movie and they happen to see me sitting there. next time muz sit somewhere people cannot see me. Haha... thought of waiting for her, but I needed to go home to watch soccer. Sorry!
Monday:
Today was utterly boring. Spent a good part of the morning on the com, den I received a very shocking message from "my wife" Huiting. but that's settled already. Also messaged Jo. but she never replied. veri "un-Jo". I hope she's not angry with me or anything. I got a gut feeling that she is. anyway.. I also SMSed Cheryl... den juz stone until now. tommorrow's gonna be another working day. 3 weeks of attachment to go. hopefully nothing bad happens!
4 years on, nothing has changed.
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