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(Wednesday, July 28, 2004-)
+1:52:00 PM]*
# To go...or not to go?-
Woke up this morning looking forward to my High Blood Test....but as u can see I'm still at home...why? Because my mum used our family's own blood pressure tester....and it came out OK.....so we borrowed my grannie's blood pressure tester...which is like 25x times better than ours...and I came out to be in the green area.....but both results showed something else....I had an irregular heartbeat! Here is wad the tests showed:
Using my own BP device, heart rate was measured at 54 to 62 beats over a time period of 30 secs (Tested twice)
Using my grannie's BP device, heart rate was measured at 50 to 59 beats over a time period of 30 secs(also tested twice)
Wad is wrong wif me?
Should I go to the doctor?
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(Tuesday, July 27, 2004-)
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# Rindu, serindu rindunya...-
I think the malay readers would understand the post for today.....well for ur info it means "missing you"....
I'm going for my high blood pressure test tommorrow.....you have no idea how nervous I feel...if it comes out positive...a hospital stay is most likely for me....
I really wanted to see you online, but you're not here.....I needed someone to ease my nervousness....and you were the only one who can do that for me....but I know I'll see your eyes and your smile and hear your voice again....like every night....in my dreams....
"Wo jie zhe xie..... Ba yong yuan ai ni xie jin shi de jie wei...."
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(Sunday, July 25, 2004-)
+12:26:00 AM]*
# Confessions-
No no this is not part of Usher's new album.....I juz feel that some things have got to change.....but can I make that change...
My weekend was absolutely fantastic.....went out wif Dzul and Co. watch Crossbred play at Paragon.....they didn't play as well as they did during the Street Fest. but hey who can argue with that.....I think they were the BEST performance outside Paragon over the weekend.....den after that I met Peiyu.....she returned my long-lost bracelet which I haven't seen in like ages.....den all of us went to Far East to "eat".....well we didn't exactly eat.....we came to the entrance of Far East and watched another band perform.....and den I saw "Peter Parker" a.k.a Faris. His hairstyle was like totally OLD SKOOL....doesn't suit him but its nice to see an outstanding person once in a while... LoL! den after that I saw Catherine Chong....DAMN GOTHIC!! wOw she looked absolutely stunning! Even Peiyu had her mouth open wide.....if ur chio ur gonna stay chio! Xchanged numbers wif her and den me and Peiyu took a walk in Far East.....I should have counted the number of Mat stares she received....I remember one friend saying she looked like a Minah.....CHINESE LEH! walked around got not much to see ah...(partly bcoz I had no money...) den Catherine called saying Dead End was playing at Cine.....so I sent Peiyu off at Paragon taxi stand coz she wanted to take cab to Bugis to meet her guy....and I chionged to Cine.....reached there onli Dead End finished playing....but it's nice to see my old buddies Erik and Jude again....den I saw Erik's family whom I know, Jon-Jon is like so tall now....I think....den I saw Ashik and Michelle.....den also saw Firdaus Duff (dun ask me why he insists on being called that)....after saying hi to them and bye to Catherine I went to Heeren to buy my Gatsby stuff....a lot sia.....Body spray, wax and the facial wash.....and den Peiyu messaged me....I rather not put the contents here bcoz I know she would wanna keep it personal, but I suddenly felt guilty after that...
Anyway after that Cheryl Bunny called saying she and Cecilia finished watching Connie and Carla....so went to meet them at Cine....(today I really fly around Orchard man...) den we had dinner at the nearby BK (there goes my blood pressure again)....den went home.....I couldn't sleep that night coz of that guilty feeling washing over me in waves faster than the ones you see in Sentosa.....
Sunday was pretty uneventful.....met Peiyu again in the afternoon at PS.....she looks quite good in a skirt....and den went down to Heeren(again) to meet up wif Cheryl and Sean and Dezree(correct spelling?).....anyway den Sean and Dez went to look for Kah Tien at Cine....and Cheryl die die dun wanna go....so me and Peiyu accompanied her lor.....walked to Paragon(kaoz) and they got several temporary tattoos....den walk walk.....eat potato chips and den Peiyu called her mum to fetch her home.....which eventually happened...so me and Cheryl took our own sweet time to Taka and did a little bit of exploring....went to Kinokuniya to look for a book on tattoo design and got hopelessly lost.....haha....anyway when Cheryl wears a cap she looks A LOT like a young minah....grunge type u know?.... >.< ....well anyway I wanted to take picture wif her but she was so photo conscious.....even a model would lose to her....haha....anyway Peiyu messaged me den telling me dat her guy somehow got to know I was out wif her in the afternoon and dat he asked for my number.....I couldn't say much so I didn't reply.....well den let's see how things goes.....
There you go the MOST eventful weekend this month for me.....and somehow somewhere something didn't feel right....
"You deserve better S.E....."
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(Thursday, July 22, 2004-)
+8:14:00 PM]*
# Haircut~!-
Well I juz came back from my haircut......ok I would have to say dat its half a disaster.....why? because I asked the uncle to "thin" the top and the back.....but he "cut" the top and the back.....its shorter den how I wanted it.....but hey its still looks kinda good! Let's juz see wad I can do wif my Gatsby Wax....maybe can spike it up or sumthin.....oh & I forgot to mention....I lefth the bottom long.....LoL >.< looks kinda weird when it curls up....
Tommorrow for the first time this year I don't really feel geared up for Plaza Sing....LoL! Incredible right....muz be the medicine effect man.....I feel like going somewhere else but like no where else to go leh.....den mebbe Saturday wanna go Sentosa....but who should I ask~? Haiz....Problems, problems & problems! and den now my bloggie givin me problem....cannot play the music code I put in....DAMN! kaoz....hopefully its only because the site is down.... =X Even Joan's page can't play her "Everytime" codec.....wad de.....
By the way...I was listening to this song for the past few days....veri nice....meaningful... it's in Malay so maybe I'll post the translation later....well here it is.....the title's at the bottom...
Hadirnya dirimu Aleeya Maisara
Engkau menyinari hidupku yang sunyi
Jelingan matamu memikat hatiku
Buatku terlena hingga akhir hayatku
Engkaulah puteri pujaan hatiku
Ku menyayangimu sepenuh jiwaku
Senyum dan tawamu membuatku rindu
Hingga terbawa didalam mimpiku
Untuk selamanya...
Dirimu umpama mutiara
Menyinari hidup ini
Kasihku tidak akan berubah
Keranamu oh begitu istimewa...
C/O:
Oh Aleeya Maisara
Kau kekasih hatiku
Rela berkorban demi masa depanmu
Impian hidupku agar kita bersama
Untuk selama-lamanya
Oh Aleeya Maisara
Cahaya dimatamu
Senyum dibibirmu
Membangkitkan kasihku
Saatku berduka tenangkan jiwaku
Pandai memujuk rayu..
Masakan berlalu pergi
Namun tetap ku menyintai dirimu
Menuju sinar bahagia
Buat selamanya...
Walaupun jauh dimata
Namun hatiku tetap dekat padamu
Biar ke hujung dunia
Ku kan tetap bersamamu.....
Aleeya Maisara - Mamat
The song's about this fella's love for his gal named Aleeya Maisara, really sweet name rite? haha.....check this post for updates on the translation.....
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(Wednesday, July 21, 2004-)
+10:02:00 AM]*
# Nerdy-
Wow.....yesterday was definitely one of those days I didn't know wad to wear.....in the morning I settled for my faded jeans, orange The Adventures Seekers T-shirt with a white tee underneath, my recognizable Nike cap, specs and Deuter bag. The result: Hiking Nerd.
I felt weird the whole day boy.....whenever I looked into the mirror I see this guy ready backpacking somewhere in Asia.....hahahaha.....my specs didn't make it any better.....gave me the nerd look instead.....anyway my day was quite dull.....played pool in the evening wif Shu Qiang and Rita....and den went to arcade saw Yue Yun....and b4 dat had a veri nice dinner wif Huiting....I brought my laptop along that day and I showed her the double interviews done wif Cheryl Bunny's camera wif Norman doing the interviewing and Wen Long making a special appearance....hahahahaha....guess the subject of our interviews? Peiyu... =X
Today was another dull day too.....played wif my digicam corder the whole day....took pictures and videos of my cute little baby couz Amira Elysha.....name veri nice rite? den later I'm gonna edit the pictures and videos from Sentosa too....let see whether I have the makings of the new Steven Spielberg...
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(Monday, July 19, 2004-)
+8:12:00 PM]*
# SP Pizza Hut-
Today was such an interesting day.....my first lesson for the day was Service Innovation....and part of my project is to compare the number of Muslim stalls as per ratio to non-Muslim stalls in Singapore Poly.....so we went there.....wif another agenda in mind!! My Da-Jie Mei See apparently haven't eaten CHEAP Pizza Hut before.....so we all went there to eat la.....LoL~! Called Huat and Norman.....both agreed to meet me.....so met Huat first at T17.....SP IS SO DAMN NICE LOR~! He saw my friends, Diana, Mei See and Kasmah....and he was so nice as to do a bit of the counting for me! he counted 12 malay stalls in SP's 6 Canteens.....but I need one more piece of info....how many food stalls are there ALTOGETHER....dammit man....looks like another trip to SP coming soon....
So we went to Pizza Hut and ate while Huat went to smoke......we ate a lot ah....and to make things damn sad....I was still sick....so I couldn't finish my pizza......ONLI 2 PIECES LOR~!!! NOT FADZLI LIAO LA~! Throw my own face man......kaoz.......20 mins later Norman came....den one part damn nice......Huat's phone rang....he picked up the phone and his greeting was: "Talk to me, tell me your problem!" is his monotone voice! I cracked up like crazy man....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....that shall be my greeting from now on......After dat we met Darryl, Peiyu's ex.....fella neva changed....maybe perhaps his parting moved more to the right side now....LoL~!!! We couldn't finish out second pizza....so we packed it bring it to school.....onli for Diana and Kasmah to finish it off while me and Mei See were having lesson.....LoL~!!!
Oh yah today I found out my Yew Tee blood-brother has got back together wif his ex.....CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU AND ELIZABETH!
And a special mention to Miss Yip Shuzhen.....I'M SO SORRY I FORGOT YOUR BIRTHDAY~!!! I go steal money somewhere buy u a present k~? hahahahahahahah......
P.S: To the veri first gal who will be reading this.....DO ur homework hor....if not UFO come get you..... =X
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(Sunday, July 18, 2004-)
+9:45:00 PM]*
# Results!-
Team MOTley Krew succumbed to their 2nd defeat in 2 games to the team from SP. A goal in the first half thru a free kick and 2 goals in the second half saw off the challenge of the Krew. They were missing a key player in Ahmad. He was found to be Missing In Action. No doubt his presence was sorely missed in central defence. Other players out of sorts were Fadzli and Wei Xiang. Fadzli was nursing a fever and was onli half fit. He was partly responsible for one of the goals conceded in the second half because he allowed a player to slip in behind him. He also missed a good chance from the edge of the 6-yard box. Wei Xiang wasn't at his best too. His runs were cut off by the defenders and his first touch sometimes lets him down. Overall, a disappointing performance by the MOTley Krew, defensively they were frail and up front they didn't have enough chances to convert. Knowing them, the team WILL bounce back.
Wah...today damn upset man...lost the match.....I know I shouldn't have played because of my fever but I and u both know how stubborn I can be when it comes to soccer....I think its high time I bought a new pair of boots.....my current Predator Precision is too heavy now....couldn't get any decent cross in......I think I'll go for the Total 90 Nike boots....the one Wayne Rooney uses....and I need a new jersey to play in ah.....LoL.....where to get the $$$$$~!??? Go scrounge somewhere....
Oh yah I forgot to mention....today Tom "The Cat" was at good form despite letting in 3 goals.....even though the whole team collectively held their breaths when he tried to pick up ANY BALL......he made 2 excellent( read tyco ) point-blank saves. Good replacement for our first-choice keeper Saadlan, he couldn't come because Spandex koyak.....which mean his Spandex tore..... =X
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(Saturday, July 17, 2004-)
+8:24:00 PM]*
# Lestari & Team MOTley Krew-
Wah today I eat until damn shuang!!! My whole family + my granparents side went to this malay seafood restaurant at Yishun called Lestari....wah the food there damn solid man!!! but you know something veri sad.....I was having a cold.....haiz....so half the time I couldn't taste wad I was eating.....but seeing the food onli can make you drool ah....I didn't of course! We had chilli crab, chicken omellete, tofu cooked wif egg, butter prawn.....the list goes on.....right now my stomach still feels as though its gonna burst.....and I forgot to mention that I was riding in my uncle's new Honda Oddesey...I think that's how its spelt ah....the car is DAMN BIG! Its a family vehicle....the interior looks veri comfy.....but on the outside....it looks like some plain BIG car....even my dad's Corolla is veri small compared to it....LoL.....
My coughing got worse today....I have no idea why....yesterday went doctor no cough....den today....got a lot....wad the??.....tommorrow got soccer match wif Team MOTley Krew....versus Marcus's team from SP.....wad will the result be?? Check Score! for the odds.....results of this clash of the titans out tomorrow night!! Stay tuned!
Team MOTley Krew, playing a 4-4-2 formation. Here's a preview of wad tommorrow's team'll be like:
Goalkeeper: Tom "The Cat"
Agile goalkeeper wif reflexes of a cat, I onli saw him once play for MOT... not bad for an inexperienced goalkeeper.
Left-Back: Fadzli Shah
Experienced left-back, imported from QME. Can also be used on the left wing or left sided striker. Tends to attack and comes back slowly to defensive position. Currently nursing a flu. Probability of playing 50%. Deadly left footer.
Central Defender: Tauhuay
Do not mistaken the name for a soft hearted player, he's anything but! One of the rocks in defence, he has been likened to Jaap Stam for Holland. A tall unassuming player, he'll be hard to beat in the air.
Central Defender: Ahmad
A makeshift central defender, not because of player unavailibility, but more of reliability. A fierce tackler of the ball, any defender going one-on-one with him is likely to be limping after.
Right-Back: Kah Leong
Another one of the MOT's most reliable defenders, had a bad game previously with an unknown side. Will be looking to redeem himself in this match. Fast and timely tackles makes him a useful defender.
Left-Wing: Luke
Tall, quick and hard-working winger. Quite a threat down the wings. His play has been likened to Laurent Robert. Will be a choice for dead-ball situations. Also a deadly left-footer.
Central Midfield: Syazwan
Makeshift central midfielder. Was used for a CM during the NP Premiership last season. Scored 2 goals in previous match, one an audacious lob from 20 metres out. Will be looking to reproduce the same form. Likely to be the playmaker.
Central Midfield: Atan
The Roy Keane of the team. Tough tackles from this no-nonsense defensive midfielder will impress even the likes of Claude Makelele. Commanding in the field, he does the dirty work of getting the ball back from the opponents. Watch out for his fiery aura in the midfield.
Right-Wing: Dzulfazly
Another tall unassuming winger. Lacks pace but compensates with excellent vision with an eye for a killer through ball. Will be quite a threat when he runs into open space with the ball. Watch out for his headers from corners.
Forward: Wei Xiang
The most fiercest striker on the team, his aggressive play and hold up of the ball reminds one of Ruud Van Nistelrooy. Packs a powerful shot in his right foot, though he has been seen shooting with either left or right foot. Will be a threat at through balls.
Forward: Raj
THE striker to have in any academic team. Was responsible for the demolition of QME is last season's NP Premiership. Imported from Pahang, he is actually the young Pahang equivalent of Thierry Henry. When he get the ball with only 3 players in front of him to beat, you can be sure he'll leave them coughing in his dust. Quick and deadly, the player to look out for.
Subs: Faris
Another playmaker in the team, lacks stamina but has the skill and vision to create chances for strikers out of nothing. Will be a valuable asset to the team if the need arises.
Unused Players: Ah Hock
Right-sided player, same as Fadzli, able to play anywhere ranging from right-back, right-wing to right-sided striker. A commited player, he's ball control and passing is excellent. Prefers to be known as Zizou. Will be sitting out this match due to injury.
Unused Players: Jonathan
Replacement right-back. Muscularly built and tall, he's a vital defender against corners. Hardworking and plays smart. Will be sitting out this match due to service in church.
There you have it, the probable line-up for tommorrow's match.....watch out for the results tommorrow! Too bad Joan can't come....
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(Friday, July 16, 2004-)
+12:15:00 PM]*
# Positive!-
I juz came back from the doctor a few hours ago.....I still find it hard to accept...I was tested positive for high blood pressure! I can't believe it man....I was having cold and sore throat...and went to the doc....might as well kill 2 birds wif 1 stone so I asked her to take my blood pressure too...den she told me positive....right now I'm under a strict diet....no salty, spicy foods....no chocolates and vanilla....Doctor told me a person as young as me shouldn't have HBP....so in 2 weeks time if my pressure tested is still high she's gonna put me on the full checkup....cholestrol level check, sugar in blood check....goodness me....I feel like some kind of alien....and one more check dat really freaked me out....its called VMA....I'm supposed to collect my urine samples over a 24-hour period and give it to the hospital....it's to test the chances of me contracting a tumour/cancer on a certain gland above my kidney.....my mother looked so shocked when the doctor told her dat....FORTUNATELY.....chances of me having it are minimal because after all, both my grandparents, mum's side and dad's side, have a history of HBP....so if I were to have HBP at a late age it would be expected...but not NOW....Right now my stuffy nose and stiff neck are killing me....I've no fever...juz cold....and I juz realized something.....no chocolate = NO MILO!!! ARGH....I guess I'd better de-stress myself....
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(Tuesday, July 13, 2004-)
+9:20:00 PM]*
# Normal day...-
Today was juz one of those normal days u have in school....nothing much to say la....except dat maybe Jensen is now known as Lord Of The Gays in QME....how he came to get that name? because he keeps acting like gay....disgusting leh....den thruout lab I kept calling him "Full-time gay"....and today's Newpaper there was a feature about a church that actually has gay churchgoers!! Not that I'm against gays....but isn't it frowned upon in the Christian community...even me as a Muslim also knows that my religion does not tolerate homosexuality in any form....weird isn't it? Well personally I think gays have a right to be in this world...so JENSEN DUN BE SHY! hahahahahahaha....he's gonna kill me when he reads this....I still have no idea wad to do tommorrow... i got no skool leh!!! kaoz....dun tell me boring day again...argh....
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(Monday, July 12, 2004-)
+9:08:00 PM]*
# Sian 1/2-
Wow....today was such a boring day.....but also partly due to the fact that I spent both days on the weekends playing soccer...until I was TOTALLY shagged...kaoz....my eyes were like blood-shot on the train lor....people were looking at me like I was some kind of zombie like dat....hahahahaha.....I scored a hat trick on Saturday and on Sunday I dunno how many goals I scored...kaoz....never bother to count....but I know got a lot....play wif Kah Tien they all at Redhill....den after that I went to Tiong Bahru play drums...and I saw Si Jie!!! Hahaha....haven't seen that gal for a veri veri long time.....den today....kaoz....regret sia....now I dunno whether to go for volleyball or not tommorrow evening...too tired ah....this morning almost cannot wake up....dunno whether tommorrow morning can wake up or not....This Wednesday I feel like going out...but dunno where to go...LoL....maybe jio my old baobei Cecilia go food festival...she say still open...I dun think so....either way...see how...hahahaha....
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(Sunday, July 11, 2004-)
+12:18:00 PM]*
# All the best to you Kuan Sian!-
Kuan Sian, my dear friend from my primary school days, left Singapore at 9.20 p.m yesterday...I was outside wif my friends, I couldn't make the trip down to Changi Airport to see him off....I feel kinda bad though...den when I think about it....I bet his gal feels A LOT more worse than me....kaoz....well at least he's coming back during Christmas time, about 5 months from now....luckily for us his Brisbane school holidays last 5 months too......so there'll be A LOT of time to catch up...haha....anyway...in regards to my previous entry....I SHOULD HAVE KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT....but I dunno why...I kinda expected it to happen....after all....if it happened the previous 4 times why wouldn't it happen again? After all....I do believe dat I'm sorta like cursed in these kinda things...so lesson No. 1 learned.....NEVER admit your feelings to the gal u admire...if ur luck is like mine....you'll onli get burned...
Peiyu went to Hongkong over the weekend....wonder wad she's doing now....and I sprained my finger playing drums yesterday....bloody pedal for the drums spoilt....and to compound things....the pedal is DAMN loose....how to play~!? and I think my eyesight is getting worse....I can't see really well at distances I used to be able to see 3 months ago...is my eyesight deterioting? I hope not....
Would you look at her,
She looks at me,
She's got me thinking about her constantly,
But she don't know how I feel...
And as she carries on without a doubt,
I wonder if she's figured out,
I'm crazy for this girl...
Evan & Jaron, Crazy for This Girl
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(Thursday, July 08, 2004-)
+8:14:00 PM]*
# Secrets...-
I finally gathered enough courage to tell her....and I tell you I have no idea whether it was a good idea or not....I couldn't sleep that particular night 'cause I knew something was wrong...ARGH....this is another piece of proof dat you should keep wadeva secrets u have to yourself.....but.....if I dun tell her wouldn't it be worse? Haiz.....dunno wads wrong wif me already la! I've been looking forward to the weekend all week....besides that fact dat it would give me the opportunity to see her again....I still find it hard to accept Kuan Sian is leaving for Brisbane! Haha....all those times in primary school we spent wif the rest....now I have to wait even longer to have some real good fun wif him and the rest again! Haiz....in my life waiting is always the norm!!!!! I was thinking about her in school again....haiz....u can tell I'm really sick because I rarely have so many "haiz"s in one entry... >.< WL is such a lucky guy....such devotion to a person is veri hard to find in this rat race of a world....everyone is always rushing around too busy to have time to deal wif each other....if only they stopped and cherished the people around them....haiz.....
"There was once a time that I didn't believe in angels........... and then I met you."
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(Sunday, July 04, 2004-)
+10:53:00 PM]*
# C.o.N.f.U.s.E.d-
Today was an excellent day....met up wif my old primary school buddies Marcus, Kuan Sian, Leon and Yong Sieng...haven't seen these guys for quite sometime man....haha....it great to hang out wif the old clique again....we had lunch at Pizza Hut....my stomach almost burst....and den we played a few games at the arcade....we also had 2 games of pool....b4 lunch we played 9-feet table pool....after lunch we played 7-feet table pool....wow....2 feet can really make a difference in one's form! I was like being raped up down left right centre playing on the 9-foot table....but when we played 7-feet I gave the rest a run for their cue sticks! hahahahaha....not that I wan to show off la....but the difference in form was quite big! Yong Sieng is a chiongster in playing pool....he goes for strength x 1000 and accuracy at 19%.....haha....but that's YS for you!! Leon is like the God of Pool among the five of us...DAMN HE'S GOOD!!! Marcus and me were like stunned to see his standard of play....the Efrem Reyes of the clique...haha....Kuan Sian is leaving this Saturday to Brisbane....its not fair u know...u finally get to hang around wif someone u haven't seen in 9 years and he has to leave....haiz....but we'll be seeing him this Friday....gonna send him off wif a big bang!
I haven't been sleeping well this past few nights....no no its not about Peiyu....but someone different....I didn't expect myself to be thinking of her so constantly for the past few nights....and everytime I went out to my usual hangout I would be hoping to see her....haiz....should I or should I not let her know.....
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