(Wednesday, April 26, 2006-)
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# 4th Year.-
Unlike some other polytechnic students, I've been given an extended stay in school to pursue my elusive diploma. Once, I've been told that if you repeat long enough, you can become a lecturer there. Not bad leh. 5 figure monthly salary, benefits unlike no other...
Fadzli a lecturer?
Not in your wildest dreams.
School's started again, and surprisingly, this is my last term. They managed to squeeze every module I have left to take into one semester. Amazing NP. If they had something called a SUB-PAPER, I wouldn't be repeating.
I had a whole week of good quality time with Tiffany last week. She cooked for me lots and lots of stuff, but the best one was tempura we attempted to make. Didn't come out like tempura, but it tasted DAMN good. We also went to Sentosa (again) to celebrate April's birthday. Coincidentally met Felix there. Played a bit of volleyball, showing off my superbly rusty skills. I also had this almost-perfectly round shaped belly. Yeah. The 6-packs that I was so proud to have 3 years ago, apparently decided to band together and remain best friends. -_-"
A big big message to Joan.
Don't think about it le! Just move on. Sporty girls can be found anywhere, but would they be able to appreciate him as much as you do?
Yesterday took a trip down to Far East with Tiffany to do a bit of shopping. I bought a purple t-shirt. Yes. PURPLE. Her favourite colour. I've this feeling I've been victimized. We also went to eat at this place called VERI GOOD 1. It's quite an ulu location on the 4th floor, but the food served there is EXCELLENT. 9/10. Do try it. They sell western stuff. Very cozy place.
"If you didn't walk back into my life, what kind of a wreck would I be now?"
Fadzli a lecturer?
Not in your wildest dreams.
School's started again, and surprisingly, this is my last term. They managed to squeeze every module I have left to take into one semester. Amazing NP. If they had something called a SUB-PAPER, I wouldn't be repeating.
I had a whole week of good quality time with Tiffany last week. She cooked for me lots and lots of stuff, but the best one was tempura we attempted to make. Didn't come out like tempura, but it tasted DAMN good. We also went to Sentosa (again) to celebrate April's birthday. Coincidentally met Felix there. Played a bit of volleyball, showing off my superbly rusty skills. I also had this almost-perfectly round shaped belly. Yeah. The 6-packs that I was so proud to have 3 years ago, apparently decided to band together and remain best friends. -_-"
A big big message to Joan.
Don't think about it le! Just move on. Sporty girls can be found anywhere, but would they be able to appreciate him as much as you do?
Yesterday took a trip down to Far East with Tiffany to do a bit of shopping. I bought a purple t-shirt. Yes. PURPLE. Her favourite colour. I've this feeling I've been victimized. We also went to eat at this place called VERI GOOD 1. It's quite an ulu location on the 4th floor, but the food served there is EXCELLENT. 9/10. Do try it. They sell western stuff. Very cozy place.
"If you didn't walk back into my life, what kind of a wreck would I be now?"
the story ends like this;
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(Tuesday, April 18, 2006-)
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# Yameni.-
Last Saturday I had my birthday celebration in Sentosa. It'd probably be the last time I wanna celebrate my birthday in such a big group. A lot of people came, friends old and new. Oddly enough, the old friends left first. The new ones, stayed on and made sure I actually had something to celebrate about.
Thing is, my birthday actually falls this coming Wednesday 19th April. But I spent days thinking about how to celebrate it with my old and new friends, people who can click together. Because my old friends now serve the country, and are only free on weekends. So I decided, let's make a sacrifice and celebrate earlier, to let my old friends celebrate with me too. Who was to know, one was not in the mood and bored, and the other, just not mentally there.
Old friends who have been through lots of bad episodes in my life, supported me throughout the bad days, suddenly thought that, Fadzli's birthday celebration, something I did just for their sake, was something that could be done anytime of the week, because Fadzli is born every week.
THEY LEFT, because they were bored, and wanted to go down to the arcade instead. I was truly greatful for the attitude you guys gave me. Seriously. THANK YOU. For leaving me, with my new friends, to celebrate my 21st birthday, while you, old friends, who form an important pillar in my life, go to some arcade and play with a metal stick and 4 buttons. Really man. Thanks for that.
One told me, he was not in the mood. He just came off the back of a bad arguement with a mutual friend. Aight. Can accept that. But was Fadzli's birthday celebration a day to be morose, to remember those kinda things, and be moody about them? Was Fadzli's birthday celebration so INSIGNIFICANT to you, that you threw your moodiness all about, almost spoiling other people's mood too? Have you ever thought to yourself "Hey, its my friend's birthday celebration. Why not I forget about this and enjoy the day!". Have you ever tried to bring yourself out of a bad mood yourself, if no one is able to help you? You, are the type of person who thinks that by being alone, your mood won't affect others. Well, you're WRONG. My mood was already spoilt when you met me, and when you came, I tried to cheer myself up when I saw your long face, hoping that it'd rub off on you. But did you notice? No. This may not be my last year on this plane of existence, but neither will my age will forever remain at 21. So this celebration meant a lot to me. You kept to yourself, being unusually quiet. You kept to one corner with 2 others, and you DARE say you were bored? If there was ever an award for the most lamest excuse in the world, you'd win top prize.
You say that I'm not treating you as a brother. Aight. So who was the one who tried to cheer you up when you got your NS letter? Who was the one to talk you out of depression everytime a female you like crosses your path and she ends up putting you aside? Who was the one who defends you, when other people say your attitude is worst than a fucked up ass? I bet you didn't know that. There are people out there, who are close to you, but yet think your attitude stinks. If I wasn't a brother, I would have told them "Yeah boy! He sucks to the core!" But did I? I don't. and I never. Theophilus maybe dumb at times, and only uses his brain once in a long while, but you are NOTHING like him. I never said you were like him. and I never will.
Amanda was someone who once meant something to me. So, I can accept its my fault that I turned my attention to her, because I called you down, yet I chose to spend time with her. Fine. I accept full responsibility for my actions that day. But I want YOU to think of how it'd be if you were in MY position, on that day.
You had a girl you really liked, and a best friend who was bored. You called your best friend down, so that maybe, you all could hang out together. Lo and behold, Girl-You-Like says "Hey let's catch a movie!" What would YOU do? Tell her you can't because you're waiting for a friend? Frankly speaking, I don't think you'd do that. You know what I think you'd have done? You would been confused, just like ME.
Yup I was confused. VERY CONFUSED. Which should I choose? I didn't know, I hadn't been in that position before. So I just jumped into decisions head first. MY MISTAKE.
Samantha, was another one. 3 months ago, I was going through the most fucked up period of my entire life. But you were there. And I was greatful for that. You gave me advice, yes. I ignored it. I let my heart showed me the way. And it showed me to Hell.
I burned, and I rised again. Now, Tiffany is the most important thing to me. And you, almost made me lose her. Time and time again, your mouth would screw up and blurt something you shouldn't. And it happened with Tiffany. Okay. I lived with that. You were like a brother to me, and whatever you said to Tiffany, in other circumstances would have made me hated you for the rest of my life. But I didn't. You also said some things to her that you shouldn't, I know. It disgusted me when she told me what you told her, but I told myself, "He's a brother. Ignore it. Carry on."
Friends come and go.
You used that sentence quite often in regards to our old friends from our secondary school days. But it didn't apply to us. But you, you voluntarily stepped out of my life. I didn't hate you. I didn't dislike you. But you explicitly said, "Well, I guess its my turn to go now"..
I never asked you to leave, but you voluntarily did. Goes to show how much our friendship really meant to you. A couple of days later, you hung our friendship over $31 I owed you. Friends?
I'll let you think about it.
Thing is, my birthday actually falls this coming Wednesday 19th April. But I spent days thinking about how to celebrate it with my old and new friends, people who can click together. Because my old friends now serve the country, and are only free on weekends. So I decided, let's make a sacrifice and celebrate earlier, to let my old friends celebrate with me too. Who was to know, one was not in the mood and bored, and the other, just not mentally there.
Old friends who have been through lots of bad episodes in my life, supported me throughout the bad days, suddenly thought that, Fadzli's birthday celebration, something I did just for their sake, was something that could be done anytime of the week, because Fadzli is born every week.
THEY LEFT, because they were bored, and wanted to go down to the arcade instead. I was truly greatful for the attitude you guys gave me. Seriously. THANK YOU. For leaving me, with my new friends, to celebrate my 21st birthday, while you, old friends, who form an important pillar in my life, go to some arcade and play with a metal stick and 4 buttons. Really man. Thanks for that.
One told me, he was not in the mood. He just came off the back of a bad arguement with a mutual friend. Aight. Can accept that. But was Fadzli's birthday celebration a day to be morose, to remember those kinda things, and be moody about them? Was Fadzli's birthday celebration so INSIGNIFICANT to you, that you threw your moodiness all about, almost spoiling other people's mood too? Have you ever thought to yourself "Hey, its my friend's birthday celebration. Why not I forget about this and enjoy the day!". Have you ever tried to bring yourself out of a bad mood yourself, if no one is able to help you? You, are the type of person who thinks that by being alone, your mood won't affect others. Well, you're WRONG. My mood was already spoilt when you met me, and when you came, I tried to cheer myself up when I saw your long face, hoping that it'd rub off on you. But did you notice? No. This may not be my last year on this plane of existence, but neither will my age will forever remain at 21. So this celebration meant a lot to me. You kept to yourself, being unusually quiet. You kept to one corner with 2 others, and you DARE say you were bored? If there was ever an award for the most lamest excuse in the world, you'd win top prize.
You say that I'm not treating you as a brother. Aight. So who was the one who tried to cheer you up when you got your NS letter? Who was the one to talk you out of depression everytime a female you like crosses your path and she ends up putting you aside? Who was the one who defends you, when other people say your attitude is worst than a fucked up ass? I bet you didn't know that. There are people out there, who are close to you, but yet think your attitude stinks. If I wasn't a brother, I would have told them "Yeah boy! He sucks to the core!" But did I? I don't. and I never. Theophilus maybe dumb at times, and only uses his brain once in a long while, but you are NOTHING like him. I never said you were like him. and I never will.
Amanda was someone who once meant something to me. So, I can accept its my fault that I turned my attention to her, because I called you down, yet I chose to spend time with her. Fine. I accept full responsibility for my actions that day. But I want YOU to think of how it'd be if you were in MY position, on that day.
You had a girl you really liked, and a best friend who was bored. You called your best friend down, so that maybe, you all could hang out together. Lo and behold, Girl-You-Like says "Hey let's catch a movie!" What would YOU do? Tell her you can't because you're waiting for a friend? Frankly speaking, I don't think you'd do that. You know what I think you'd have done? You would been confused, just like ME.
Yup I was confused. VERY CONFUSED. Which should I choose? I didn't know, I hadn't been in that position before. So I just jumped into decisions head first. MY MISTAKE.
Samantha, was another one. 3 months ago, I was going through the most fucked up period of my entire life. But you were there. And I was greatful for that. You gave me advice, yes. I ignored it. I let my heart showed me the way. And it showed me to Hell.
I burned, and I rised again. Now, Tiffany is the most important thing to me. And you, almost made me lose her. Time and time again, your mouth would screw up and blurt something you shouldn't. And it happened with Tiffany. Okay. I lived with that. You were like a brother to me, and whatever you said to Tiffany, in other circumstances would have made me hated you for the rest of my life. But I didn't. You also said some things to her that you shouldn't, I know. It disgusted me when she told me what you told her, but I told myself, "He's a brother. Ignore it. Carry on."
Friends come and go.
You used that sentence quite often in regards to our old friends from our secondary school days. But it didn't apply to us. But you, you voluntarily stepped out of my life. I didn't hate you. I didn't dislike you. But you explicitly said, "Well, I guess its my turn to go now"..
I never asked you to leave, but you voluntarily did. Goes to show how much our friendship really meant to you. A couple of days later, you hung our friendship over $31 I owed you. Friends?
I'll let you think about it.
the story ends like this;
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(Wednesday, April 12, 2006-)
+1:15:00 PM]*
+1:15:00 PM]*
# 12th April.-
A big Happy 20th Birthday to Motley Krew's right winger/striker Syazwan!
Its now mid-afternoon, and I've got nothing better to do. so now I've decided to blog.
Listen out for O-Town's single, I Showed Her. Very emotional, even though the lyrics doesn't really make much sense to me.
Those confirmed for this coming Friday are: Norman, Ryan, Sebastian, Jenifer, Ashley. Yeah. Hopefully more can make it and confirm with me over the next few days.
I wanna play soccer! I dunno. But after watching the new new Nike Joga Bonito adverts, I feel like Ronaldinho. FEEL ONLY. I don't wanna look like him though. lols.
I miss you.
Its now mid-afternoon, and I've got nothing better to do. so now I've decided to blog.
Listen out for O-Town's single, I Showed Her. Very emotional, even though the lyrics doesn't really make much sense to me.
Those confirmed for this coming Friday are: Norman, Ryan, Sebastian, Jenifer, Ashley. Yeah. Hopefully more can make it and confirm with me over the next few days.
I wanna play soccer! I dunno. But after watching the new new Nike Joga Bonito adverts, I feel like Ronaldinho. FEEL ONLY. I don't wanna look like him though. lols.
I miss you.
the story ends like this;
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(Tuesday, April 11, 2006-)
+11:08:00 AM]*
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# Kabu-Theo Part 2!-
Yesterday, I had a very interesting day at ET. Came down to ET to meet up with Theo, Wen Yao they all. Theo has a close friend who was in trouble due to a jerk whom I shall not elaborate in here, but he felt that he should protect her just in case the guy comes down to her school to bother her. So, armed with his new "weapons", Theo becomes the next KAMEN RIDER KABU-THEO!
The famous Theo-Spanner and Theo-Hammer. Part of the Theo-Workshop Arsenal.
The Theo-Screw, an all-use escape tool that can get Kabu-Theo out of any situation.
The Theo-Stick is a non-killing sword/wooden pole capable of hurting anything it ones, provided Kabu-Theo got the strength and actually hits his target with it.
Here, he is doing his famous hissatsu (destruction) move on his own friend Wen Yao. Note that Wen Yao is only human. Note in the picture only Kabu-Theo is blurry. That's because he is in Clock-Up mode, which enables Kabu-Theo to move at speeds faster than any snail or sloth.
After the first hissatsu move attack missed, he tried another time, he fell down. Typical of Kabu-Theo.
Yeah well, this is only for jokes ah! Hope the peope involved don't take it too heart! lols.
Yesterday was also Peiyu's birthday! But I feel so sad.. I messaged her, yet she never replied...
Well anyway, Happy 17th Birthday to you Peiyu!
This coming Friday, on Good Friday, I'm holding my birthday celebration in Sentosa. Even though my birthday falls on Wednesday next week, lols. I sent out invitations, and if you can't or can come, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me ASAP. It would be highly appreciated!
The famous Theo-Spanner and Theo-Hammer. Part of the Theo-Workshop Arsenal.
The Theo-Screw, an all-use escape tool that can get Kabu-Theo out of any situation.
The Theo-Stick is a non-killing sword/wooden pole capable of hurting anything it ones, provided Kabu-Theo got the strength and actually hits his target with it.
Here, he is doing his famous hissatsu (destruction) move on his own friend Wen Yao. Note that Wen Yao is only human. Note in the picture only Kabu-Theo is blurry. That's because he is in Clock-Up mode, which enables Kabu-Theo to move at speeds faster than any snail or sloth.
After the first hissatsu move attack missed, he tried another time, he fell down. Typical of Kabu-Theo.
Yeah well, this is only for jokes ah! Hope the peope involved don't take it too heart! lols.
Yesterday was also Peiyu's birthday! But I feel so sad.. I messaged her, yet she never replied...
Well anyway, Happy 17th Birthday to you Peiyu!
This coming Friday, on Good Friday, I'm holding my birthday celebration in Sentosa. Even though my birthday falls on Wednesday next week, lols. I sent out invitations, and if you can't or can come, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me ASAP. It would be highly appreciated!
the story ends like this;
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(Thursday, April 06, 2006-)
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+9:26:00 AM]*
# April: Month of Meanings-
Haha. The topic very very very lame. But its because, including me, I have like more than 12 friends with birthdays in April. Wow. And 2 of the more important ones are in the first 2 weeks, just 3 days away from each other. =)
Well anyway, rounding my this update, we had a trip to Sentosa on the 18th of March. It was a hell lot of fun. But for those of you who do not know, the yellow cheese-like floats have been removed. DAMN. Boring la. Must be the screwed up safety factor.
In Japan, the Kamen Rider Hibiki series has come to an end, and its replaced by Kamen Rider Kabuto. Which means Beetle by the way. However, in Singapore we have our own Kamen Rider:
KAMEN RIDER KABU-THEO!
His henshin(transformation) sequence.
Kabu-Theo in action.
Yeah. He did that outside ET. BAREFOOTED. And I'm also guessing Wen Yao is a big fan of Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon. Look at his hand position in both pictures.
Some things never change. lols.
Well anyway, rounding my this update, we had a trip to Sentosa on the 18th of March. It was a hell lot of fun. But for those of you who do not know, the yellow cheese-like floats have been removed. DAMN. Boring la. Must be the screwed up safety factor.
In Japan, the Kamen Rider Hibiki series has come to an end, and its replaced by Kamen Rider Kabuto. Which means Beetle by the way. However, in Singapore we have our own Kamen Rider:
KAMEN RIDER KABU-THEO!
His henshin(transformation) sequence.
Kabu-Theo in action.
Yeah. He did that outside ET. BAREFOOTED. And I'm also guessing Wen Yao is a big fan of Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon. Look at his hand position in both pictures.
Some things never change. lols.
the story ends like this;
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