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(Monday, October 24, 2005-)
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# 9 more days to go.-
Yeah hehe. 9 more days of fasting to go. so far I only skipped 2 days. 1 day because I was sick, and one day because I lost my temper. Dumb right? Technically, in fasting you have to have pure thoughts. But I was so pissed, I was thinking of many forms of killing and maiming these people who offended me. To hell with them.
Hmm.... I remember years ago when I was 14 and I had my first relationship. Rubber Ducky. Norman should know who. She's like so nice la, calling me at least 3 times a day, making sure I ate already, and just crapping with me whenever I was feeling down. Someone whom you know would be there for you. But I however, was the biggest jerk in Singapore that year. I didn't appreciate her enough, and we sorta parted our ways when we realized things weren't getting any better. Perhaps I was immature? I seriously dunno. But I do know one thing. Breaking up with your stead because of something your friends said is the most fcuked up thing anyone could ever do.
You might hate me for saying this ah. but your fcuking immature do you know that? IT WAS JUST A JOKE DAMMIT! Even Theo can take us suan"ing" him. but YOU? I called her out on purpose so that you 2 can communicate. In the end good. You 2 DID talk. So we played a joke on you. and you went on kicking the glass panel in Taka and storming off. BLOODY HELL. IF YOU CAN'T TAKE A JOKE LIKE A PROPER MAN THEN JUST GO HOME AND PLAY 5 STONES! After that display of immaturity, my impression of you has totally changed. You say that no one supported you. WHAT'S THERE TO FCUKING SUPPORT!? All you needed to do is talk things over with her, and yet wad you do is look at her a AVOID HER. YOUR STEAD WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES AND YOU AVOIDED HER. Anything else more fcuked up than that?
Oh wait there's more.
She came down to find you. To accompany you. To make sure you're okay. what did YOU do?
You ignored YOUR OWN STEAD. YOU WENT WITH YOUR OTHER FRIENDS. You didn't even bother to invite her to join us. I purposely never ask because I wanted you to do it. But you didn't. WHY? BECAUSE YOU WERE PISSED OFF WITH HER BEST FRIEND. FCUK YOU! I've never heard anything more ridiculous than that!
You are a nice fella to hang around with. But when it comes to being a good person to the person you love/like/adore, you're a pathetic excuse for a human being. I know I ain't any better, but you're much worse than me.
I sincerely hope you will change. If you refuse to, den you can just fcuk off.
If you buay song with what I'm saying here, don't complain to anyone else. TALK TO ME.
the story ends like this;
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