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(Thursday, July 21, 2005-)
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Wow its like so long since I've updated. many many many things happened in between. things like...
first a big CONGRATULATIONS to SWZ and his new found love Ferlyn. Hell yeah. she's just missing another "n". Anyway they're the most loving couple on this side of Singapore. Its like watching some mushy love movie live when you're with them. Any more closer it'd be R21. I remember the first time he introed her to me...
"Fadzli, this is Ferlyn."
On my face I went, "oooh.... hello!"
In my heart I was ##%@%##^$$&%%^$%&^^#$ that sounds exactly like ^&$$*%#$&%&$ m y ex $&##*%&#%&$&%&#(&&%&$:
Ok maybe not so big and full of crap but you get the idea.
I think it's been scientifically proven that Theo must have a dumb moment once a week. Since 2 weeks have gone by... lemme give you 2.
We were at Cine the first week when Wei Zhong used a roll of wrapping paper -__-" to scare Theo. and in front of about 50 people, he fell down. Not like acting or juz lightly falling down, but heavily. On his huge gigantic butt. I could swear to you people were laughing, but he just stood up like nothing happened. me on the other nad, was behind the pool table laughing.
Theo moment number 2. We were at ET and decided to eat at the hawker centre. But Theo didn't want to go to the usual place beside the bakery. When we asled him why he kept quiet. After about 15 times... he let on. He said...
"Just now I bought something-something-something from this uncle's shop... he's supposed to give me $2 change, but instead he give me $10. That's why I don't want to go there, later I scared he remembers me."
I was this close to beating the crap out of the guy. I mean like.... THAT IS FUCKING DUMB LOR! and he gave us that face again. Feel like putting it on the MRT track and watch his face run over... and den asking the driver to gostan slowly just to see instant replay in slow motion. 2 things came to mind when he told me that:
1. If you know you will feel guilty, why not just return the damn money?
2. That uncle probably didn't get past K2.
He is naive. He is innocent. and. he is also dumb. 'nuff said.
2 years ago, I had a female friend who stays in the East who had a bf who can be quite unreasonable sometimes. eh wait make that 2. Even though the guy would treat her like crap, she'll be crying but still say "I wanna be with him, because I love him a lot." Me and Norman tried very hard to convince her that the only way for her to be happy is to let the go of the jerk. But no she wouldn't. If memory serves me right, she tolerated for about 6 months b4 letting go. So imagine me and Norman giving her a lecture almost every other day. She'll call us up and complain about how dumb and unreasonable the bfs can be. After she let him and the other guy go, I can tell she's A HELL LOT MORE happier. and I thought this would be the last time I'd see a girl giving her whole heart to someone who doesn't deserve it.
I was god damn fucking wrong.
Sometimes, I wish you'd just let him go. You can remain the person you are now. You don't need him to be around to remain like this. I'm tired of hearing you two fighting over small unreasonable stuff. I'm tired of hearing you cry over the phone. I'm tired of hearing all your broken promises. I'm tired of having my heart in constant pain hearing about all those unreasonable things he does to you. I'm tired of waiting for you.
You know what you mean to me. You know what it takes for me to forget you. I'm sorry if I hurt you, but since you can tolerate him I'm sure I'm nothing more but a small fry to you. I'm sorry.
For you.
the story ends like this;
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