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(Saturday, June 12, 2004-)
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# Sentosa!-
Today was such a fun day~!!!!! my trip to Sentosa was fun-packed! hahahaha.....went wif my Parapoonz clan; Fajar, Syazwan, Dzul and plus my other soccer team members; Ah Hock and Wei Xiang & a few of Dzul's friends, Fat Ben, Denise, Dee and their friends...reach the beach onli all the guys stripped and did a veri lame version of Baywatch and dove into the low tide waters.... -_-" ....we waited for the gals den swam over to the floats wif the slides...den took turns daring each other to stupid tricks....the water was shallow ah....low tide....so no fun @ all!! anyway we juz spent the whole day playing there...den me, Wan, Faj, Hock and Xiang went to eat at this Warung Pantai makan place....its like some kind of Macdonald ah....but selling traditional food....the Nasi Rainbow damn power! next time muz buy....den we bathed....a few of the gals left...den the rest of us headed to Plaza Singapura coz they wanted to see me and Fajar Parapoonz....so we did! haha....I saw "her" there...but that's a story for later....after playing (and making half the arcade look at us =x) I met Cheryl and the whole group went to Long John Silver's at Mac House to eat...havoc man....no one could stop laughing....even Cheryl look at us wif the "are u all crazy?" look.... >.< ....hahahahah...den here comes the best part....we went to the Dhoby Gaut arcade and I immediately sprinted to the drums....and Dzul and the rest played Para Para!!!! Dzul played his usual style ah....his karate chop....HAHAHAHAHA...Cheryl was laughing her head off...den we juz played ah....den Syazwan was saboed into being the victim of asking a gal's number....messaged her on the train....but she never reply....dao sia....I also saw Charlene VGX there....minus VGX....HAHAHAHA....onli she'd know wad I mean....
I said I saw "her" there.....yup I did....SUPER SIANZ~! I happily walked towards the Para machine and there she was dancing....kaoz.....haiz.....I really felt my heart drop into this bottomless pit....den again....I had this scary unexpected feeling....after a few moments I saw her there....I neither felt the pain...nor the happiness....wad the fcuk is wrong wif me? usually I'll turn emo den start growing damn sad and stuff....but today I juz danced in front of her like nothing at all....and the thing is....it's like I can't be bothered wif her....WAD THE FCUK IS WRONG WIF ME~!? I dun wan to feel this way AGAIN...the last time I did I burned the feelings of many of my friends and family members.....Chibs man....haiz....
I don't want you to give it all up,
And leave your own life collecting dust,
And i don't want you to feel sorry for me,
You never gave us a chance to be...
And i don't need you to be by my side,
To tell me that everything's alright,
I just wanted you to tell me the truth,
You know i'd do that for you...
Running Away, Hoobastank
the story ends like this;
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