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(Wednesday, June 16, 2004-)
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# 39.2-
I can't believe this man....I'm having high fever again....kaoz....this morning 39.2....yesterday 39.6....haiz...doctor also told me I got high blood pressure...and I'm only 19....so sad man....and speaking of sad....I did veri stupid things yesterday..
I've decided to cut out the "her" and the "she"...I think its best I get straight to the point...
I saw Peiyu yesterday at Park Lane....that numb can't-be-bothered feeling was gone....coz I resolved to get on better terms wif her....but something was holding me back....she said hi to me....and I juz gave her a weak smile and a weak hello wave...den I juz joined my friends at Mac den went to the arcade watch them play Initial D...half an hour later we went to play pool...Syazwan took table 6....which happens to be right beside where Peiyu and her friends were playing...I really wanted to say hi to her...tell her all the things I kept in my heart....but instead....I put on a black face and played pool....I caught myself staring at her while she was playing....she's so cute when she's playing pool....but whenever she looks at table 6's way I juz act as though I'm fully concentrating on the game....she went to talk to Fajar...I was so distracted I onli potted 2 out of 7 shots....haiz....den she went off....onli Cecilia said bye to me....Peiyu juz walked off....
Half an hour later me and buddies stopped playing....and went back to the arcade play Initial D....in front of the arcade was this place selling drums stuff....and beside it was a billiards room....I bought a drink...and was looking at the drum sets in the display window...when suddenly she and Cecilia walked out of the billiards room....they walked behind me straight to god knows where....but I was looking at her thru the glass reflection....
It's damn sad....I really cherish her a lot....yet I find it hard to get on better terms wif her....I felt really sorry about my behaviour yesterday....but wad's done cannot be undone....
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